Let's just have an honest moment. I miss Panic! at the Disco.

I've been avoiding it for awhile now, because it just seemed like they weren't going to release any new stuff for a long time. I hadn't listened to any songs, watched any videos, read any interviews- I had cut them out of my life essentially. But today I caved. I was looking around my room saw all of the posters and just had a relapse. I laid on my bed for two hours and listened to every single song I had of theirs.

And I cried.

It had been so long. I'm talking at least five months. I hadn't listened to my favorite band in five months! It felt so good to hear them pouring through my speakers again.

So, for the past hour or so, I've been reading so many interviews that I so skillfully avoided. And, oh my god, I'm so excited for their new cd. Words can't even express the type of joy I'm feeling right now.

I've missed them so much.

I'm never giving up again.

i just want a guy to kiss me like this.

i just want this, okay?

this is what my heart yearns for!

hahah :)

(no, but seriously...)

Life can be really good when you need it to be.

This summer has been so much better than I expected it to be. For the first time, I'm not stressed out about what I should be doing or where I should be at a certain time. It's just been...chill.

I've realized somethings about myself recently. Like how I worry about the little things so much until I'm so anxious and can't even stand it. And how I constantly think about everything that could be going wrong, so much that sometimes I can't even let myself have a good time with my friends. But, I've been working on it. And you know what? Things are so much easier when you don't worry.

So, as for now, no more freaking out when there aren't any definite plans. I'm just going with the flow and the flow has yet to reject me.

Of course, I still set alarms so I don't sleep in too late, but that's just the type of person I am.

On a separate note, senior pictures went really great! I'm excited to see them. I can't believe I'm graduating next year.

It's so crazy.