have you ever stepped back and looked at your life?
i mean really looked at it; analyzed it, critiqued it- all those things. have you?
only recently have i done so. and so far, it's been shockingly disappointing.
i have all of these hopes and dreams that i should be focusing on, but i'm not.
i've been playing it safe and just been...boring.
it's weird because that's never how i saw myself.
i always thought i was at least making some headway toward my goals, but no.
i've been sitting back and letting time pass without even thinking about it.
maybe these are just jumbled thoughts, or perhaps they make some sort of sense,
but either way, things are going to be different.
because i'm the only one who can change the direction my life is going
and for once in my life, i'm going to do something about it.