with every happiness, there is an equally exhuberant reason to be upset.

my grandfather is in a coma.
my dad and i are going up to virginia this friday, i think, to see him. my dad said that we might end up going up for a funeral.
it's so hard to see my dad like this.
and i don't want for the last time i see my grandfather to be like this, but i just don't want my dad to have to go through it alone.

last night was probably the best concert i have ever been to.

jessie's mom took me, jessie, and katie makepeace to see the 'Believers Never Die Part Deux Tour' in charlotte and it was beyond amazing. seriously.

the line up was Hey Monday, All Time Low, Cobra Starship, 50 Cent (bahahah), and Fall Out Boy.

it was the second time i'd seen all time low and fall out boy, and the third time i'd seen cobra starship.

me and jessie were in the second row of the pit almost the entire concert and katie makepeace stayed in the back with allison, one of our friends, and her friend julia.

i can't go into detail right now, because i'm really, really exhausted, but it was so amazing.

and pete wentz posted that on his twitter after our concert last night :D

spring break was the exact break i needed.
i just wish it would have been longer.

when the world crumbles,
will god be there to pick up
all of the pieces?

i can't go in my backyard anymore without being upset.
it's such a weird feeling.
not being upset, but not being able to even look at my backyard.
i miss sophie so much.
and i feel lame for even saying that.