with every happiness, there is an equally exhuberant reason to be upset.

my grandfather is in a coma.
my dad and i are going up to virginia this friday, i think, to see him. my dad said that we might end up going up for a funeral.
it's so hard to see my dad like this.
and i don't want for the last time i see my grandfather to be like this, but i just don't want my dad to have to go through it alone.