Alright, so I just saw this a few minutes ago, but Jon posted this sometime earlier today, I'm pretty sure.

When I saw this, the first thing I thought was 'I'm glad he's finally growing his hair back out' and then, not even two seconds later, I got this feeling in the back of my throat. Normally, this feeling indicates that I'm about to squeal of delight. But even I surprised myself when I started crying.

Fucking crying.

I'm so worried about him, it's scary. If I think about it for too long, I physically get sick. Now don't get me wrong, I understand that it's utterly ridiculous to worry so much about someone I've never even met, but I'm just so scared for him. I don't even know how to explain it. All I know is that everything I used to think he was has completely changed.

I know that I have no say in what he chooses to do, but what he's doing is so dangerous. (That is, of course, if all of my suspicions are found to be true.) I just never thought that, after all the stuff that went down with his dad, he would choose to do something so reckless with his life.

I know this was pointless, but I just had to get that out.

Just, UGH, I don't think I could even begin to explain how much he means to me.
What he's doing is killing him and if he dies, I honestly have no idea what I'm going to do.