Happy Birthday (George) Ryan Ross (the third)!

I'm going to just start off by saying that no matter what, I will always love this man. It's ridiculous to think about how much a guy that I've never met means to me. Even after all of the things that have happened, or are happening, nothing's changed in my mind. To me, he'll always be the same Ryan in that picture up there who writes songs, wears vests, and has the most beautiful smile I've ever seen. It's so much more than me just thinking he's attractive and I wish people would realize that. It's not the kind of thing where I'm completely obsessed with him and I'm convinced I'm going to marry him someday or something. No, it's not that at all; I'm not stupid. It's more of a he-changed-my-life kind of thing. And yeah, I was dissappointed about things concerning him around the Panic! split, but so what? I've been dissappointed with people before and that didn't really change anything. I know I'm never going to meet him, though, and I'm perfectly alright with that. I have his music, and that's all I really need right now.