"This is payback for all of the words
That never meant enough to keep me concerned
Every homesick letter that never had the strength
To find your door
This is just enough to keep me concerned
With every hope I had that you would return
And now I've learned that you've become everything
I once hated and still depend on
And if all I can do
Is just sit and wait for you
Then I guess I'll just be waiting till the end"

not so much anymore.