Sometimes I wish I didn't take things so seriously.

It makes me feel like I can only have fun to a certain extent,

you know?

Like, I get really tense about doing dangerous things and most of the time only barely dangerous things. It really pisses me off, because I try- I really try- to not worry so much, and to not be so cautious, but it just never works.

And it effects me to the point where I won't hang out with certain people sometimes.

I don't really know why I'm not just a normal teenager. If I was, I would be carefree and this wouldn't be such a problem.