It's ridiculous how much I miss Lincolnton sometimes.

And it always happens unexpectedly. For instance, I'll be watching something on tv that will remind me of someone there or something that happened there and BAM! I'm just wishing for summer to get here already so I can leave this godforsaken county with all of these godforsaken people.

I'm so tired of living amidst all of this.

And I'm not even sure what it is exactly that this is.

Sorry for the lack of updates.
I gave up the computer for lent and then, well, I got tired of having to update things. And now, I'm back, but I don't know, it just doesn't seem as important anymore.
When I'm older, I'm not going to care about how my dad pissed me off when I was seventeen or how I stressed over school. So, is it really even important?
The importance of things is significantly lower in retrospect.

But who knows, I may go back to updating ten times a day or it may be once a week.
I just don't know.
Things are getting kind of stressful with the school year coming to a close and getting on the computer is just a big distraction I'm not going to be able to afford in a couple of weeks.