It's ridiculous how much I miss Lincolnton sometimes.

And it always happens unexpectedly. For instance, I'll be watching something on tv that will remind me of someone there or something that happened there and BAM! I'm just wishing for summer to get here already so I can leave this godforsaken county with all of these godforsaken people.

I'm so tired of living amidst all of this.

And I'm not even sure what it is exactly that this is.