this made my day :)

I'm going to marry Dave Melillo. He's just not aware of that little fact yet :)

haha, i just realized that me and jessie used the same picture of spencer.
sorry! it's the only picture of him i have saved on here at the moment.

Happy Birthday Spencer (James) Smith (the fifth)!

I love you and your gorgeous blue eyes :)

oh, my god. when did he start getting attractive?

i've always thought he was adorable,

but damn- kevin jonas is hot.

Say a prayer
The summer nights are dead
The fall is coming
We were careless hearts
Who got caught up in this

You were shy

To the night you drove me wild
And you crashed into me
And I won't lie
I wish it lasted a lifetime
Please stay-ay-ay
Won't you stay tonight?
Breathe in deep
And say goodbye
The saddest song
I'll ever write
For anyone, anytime
Breathe in deep
Before I say
I can feel us slip away
You're almost gone
You're good as gone
August is over

hahah! i love them (:

Happy Birthday (George) Ryan Ross (the third)!

I'm going to just start off by saying that no matter what, I will always love this man. It's ridiculous to think about how much a guy that I've never met means to me. Even after all of the things that have happened, or are happening, nothing's changed in my mind. To me, he'll always be the same Ryan in that picture up there who writes songs, wears vests, and has the most beautiful smile I've ever seen. It's so much more than me just thinking he's attractive and I wish people would realize that. It's not the kind of thing where I'm completely obsessed with him and I'm convinced I'm going to marry him someday or something. No, it's not that at all; I'm not stupid. It's more of a he-changed-my-life kind of thing. And yeah, I was dissappointed about things concerning him around the Panic! split, but so what? I've been dissappointed with people before and that didn't really change anything. I know I'm never going to meet him, though, and I'm perfectly alright with that. I have his music, and that's all I really need right now.

just fifteen more minutes and everything will be perfect :)

My first full week of junior year is officially over.
And everything is well.
Do you know how amazing it feels to be able to say that?
Seriously, it feels like everything is just falling into place.
My schedule got fixed, I have classes with most of my friends- I finally have a class with Jessie! (three, to be exact) and Chelsea is back. (which is something I never thought would happen)
I got my hair cut yesterday for the first time in a year and I love it!
I only had an inch of dead-ends, which my hairdresser said was a miracle because typically when people have hair as long as mine and they straighten and blow dry it as much as I do, they would have SIX INCHES of dead-ends. I'm so freaking happy that I didn't have to get that much cut off. I also got side-bangs :)
I went to the mall today with Padre and he bought me clothes for school and a book.
And I get to see a certain boy tonight :D
I'm so happy!
(and to be completely honest, I never really imagined me saying that)

P.S- I was thinking about random stuff today and listening to Panic! at the Disco's old cd and remembered the first time I ever saw a picture of Ryan Ross, I thought he was hispanic. It was a black and white picture of his face close-up and he had all sorts of make-up on. I actually have the picture on my wall. But isn't that funny? He's probably one of the people I would least-likely consider being close to hispanic, haha.

:(

i love all of them.
(it's just never going to be the same.)

"Things just break sometimes. Maybe we should blame that third person we became, that personality we shared together. Maybe it's their fault because you're a good person and I think I'm a good person too. We just weren't made for this. "

-pleasefindthis.blogspot.com

oh, my lord.

ryan and jon need to step their game up.

"I want to get something out there, just to clear up some misconceptions about what people think about Christians and gay marriage. Well, I’m speaking as a Lutheran, which is a Christian denomination.
Do you know exactly where in the Bible Christ mentioned homosexuality? Nowhere. True Christians, who follow the word of Christ, are aware of this. Jesus never once denounced homosexuality or even mentioned it. Nowhere in the entire New Testament.
Homosexuality is not a sin. If you go along with word-for-word what the Old Testament says, where it is briefly mentioned, then you are not allowed to eat shellfish because they are an abomination, it’s alright to sell your children to repay a debt, and you can take as many wives and concubines as you want.
The Old Testament is a history of a wrathful, hot tempered God who damned you for eating meat on a Friday. The New Testament is God mellowing down and sending part of himself down to earth to truly experience mankind from a human point of view, and seeing that even the worst of us can truly be sorry for what we’ve done. So he forgives us. So back to homosexuality. It’s not a sin. The only time it was considered “sinful” was in the times of Sodom, where it was listed as one of many pastimes the residents indulged in. It by itself is not a sin. What I believe is that when God talks about homosexuality and Sodom, he mentions it because people are indulging in it (along with many other things) with no self-control. That’s what I believe the true sin was- indulging in your temptations without any disregard for your own morals and sense of right and wrong.
A lot of Christian denominations take the homosexuality thing and twist it because they fear it.
It’s different from what they feel, so they claim it’s evil. Just like a lot of things- black people, retardation, mental disease (I’m not equating those things, so don’t get excited); these are all things that people in certain areas of the world were not used to normally, so they decided it was evil and tried to tuck it away or overpower it.
And that’s a sin."

i completely agree with everything this person said.
and when people openly disagree with me in an unpolite manner,
i get into arguements over this subject.

i'm going to punch my career management teacher in the face.
and if i don't, jessie will.

just saying.

I just woke up around fifteen minutes ago
and this was the first thing i saw when i got on the computer :)
what a wonderful way to start my day.

this makes my chest tighten a little.

i miss this a lot.

(goodnight)

ryan ross just posted this on twitter, hahah.
so many jonas brothers pictures.